112 Days

i have made up my mind about a few things:

1. i am moving to london after graduation

2. i am backpacking south america next summer

3. experience is the key to knowing what i really want…so i am going to do some cool shit

4. you aren’t worth my time or energy and there is someone who wants me more

5. i can do this

If you ask me how I’m doin I would say I’m doin just fine
I would lie and say that you’re not on my mind
But I go out and I sit down at a table set for two 
and finally I’m forced to face the truth
No matter what they say

I’m not over you

i hope you’re happy.

all you are is mean

and a liar and pathetic and alone in life

and mean.